Can’t sit still
Today was a weird day, it was a grumpy day. I have few grumpy days, but today was definitely one of them. I couldn’t sleep last night - TV was too funny or Beau was talking too loudly in his dreams or I just couldn’t find my comfortable place. I was happy at first because Beau decided he likes sleeping with me again, decided that the best place to lay his head was right on my stomach, the rest of him curled up around my legs - it made me feel wanted and needed again. But once I fell asleep I had weird dreams and all too soon it was 6 a.m. and the alarm was going off and Beau wanted to be let out even though it was raining and I was cold and I remember I had forgotten to brush my teeth last night so I had some kind of mutated fuzz growing like stalactites from my incisors. I wore all black today with black socks and black shoes because it was an ugly day and I didn’t want to go take my make-up micro quiz (which I did okay on).
Class was generally irritating, with once again the loudest voices being the wrongest voices and names became chiseled in stone on my list. I could barely stay awake during physiology - I feel like I understand the kidney but I know come that test next Friday I am going to stare blankly at the page and wish I had cared a little more, been a little more scared when I was studying. Anatomy was just stupid because we spent about 20 minutes discussing the histology of the equine hoof and I found myself zoning out and contemplating ways I can practice Guitar Hero and still stay on top of my schoolwork (beat GH III on Medium last night, now just gotta work on Hard).
I am just annoyed in general today, although anatomy lab was good because Cody and I talked the whole time about everything under the sun, including sexual experimentation in young dolphins and how males have a penis both alike and unlike the penis of the male ostrich. Oh, and about tattoos and why it’s better when the guy pursues the girl and then we poked the freshly cut off horse foot that was made available to us to study the hoof. When I got home Beau and I went for a walk even though it was really cold outside. He loves this kind of weather, even better than the sunny and cold kind of weather.
I have a lot to do tonight, lots to study and lots to pretend to care about. But I think I’m just going to drink my tea (which makes everything better) and play guitar hero. And go to bed early.
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